Wow, almost a month since my last rantage...will have to change that. I realized today that somewhere along the way since I moved back to the hell that is wichita, I had forgotten my old motto of "fuck the dumb shit" I decided today that was gonna change.
Two things have been really buggin me the past coupla weeks. One was my classes. I had been stressing and losing sleep over my class up at friends, and ended up passing it. Fairly well too, even tho my last assignment was lost to the email gods. =-( Although I am still in recovery mode, I feel pretty damn silly for losing sleep for something like that.
#2) Promised, Plotted, and planned to go up to kc to see Kill Bill with my friends. Of course family and finances had other plans. This is not the first time I've ditched my friends at the last minute, and I'm feeling like an undependable ass. Especially since they have started coming down to see ME. My family acts like I'm headed to my doom every time I plan a trip somewhere. If I tell them I get peer pressure to stay. If I don't tell them, I get accused of trying to give everyone a heart attack. It is pretty damn sad when you have to sneak out of your own damn house just to have a weekend with your buddies. I imagine the whole family thinks I have a woman stashed upstate or something from all the b.s. I get. Yet another reason I don't kanar anymore =-(
Well, saw kill bill with my 10 year old brother (corrupting the young) and it kicked much ass. Also seen House of the Dead and Underworld in the past week. Do NOT see either of the last two. You will literally feel your intelligence (and standards) become lower....