Thursday, January 22, 2004

Zoom In!
Been a while since I updated....thought winter break would be boring...it's been anything but. I had been trying to figure out how in the hell I was gonna pay for camaro stuff and school (as usual) Now that I've decided to go ahead and get masters, I got a whole nother year in this boring town. I had been thinking of giving up on my dream of going to japan, and just moving to texas or kc or something. The more I think about it though, I think I'm gonna go ahead and take a leap of faith. I mean, it's unlikely I'll ever get the chance again if I give up. That gives me about a year to save up and prepare. I'm going to have to haul ass.

I have also decided that I'm tired of trying to live a normal life. I am and always have been an intellectual. Trying to be anything else has just gotten me in trouble. It's a given that I don't think like everyone else, and I'm different. Monday instructor summed it up for me nicely: You don't see too many folks like me trying to make a living as a computer nerd...never mind anything else intellectual. That really made me think, which is apparently a first in a great long while. Instead of crying about being bored all the time, I need to do what I originally did....LEARN.

Some other interesting stuff:

www.scottsain.com----My friends website, for his comic/graphic novel venture. Xmas present from me. Keep an eye on it, I expect some good things in the future.

www.rachthegoat.com---His girlfriends (and one of my other best friends) site, expect cool things from this place as well.

As I turn toward academia in earnest, instead of trying to hurry the hell up and graduate, the cars will probably be put on hold. I hope that will not be so, but we shall see....